Because my boyfriend wanted another child and being 57 year old woman it is going to be a new life and a big adjustment to me. My boyfriend is 48 years old and he wanted an older woman as a partner. I have not held a baby I my arms for 34 years and this time it is going to be a challenge in my life. I would say I have to go under the process of changing diapers at this age and my life would change big time.