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Dedicated to you

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Dear son, these pages are dedicated to you. Others will read them, but you are my privileged recipient, you who in this phase of my life are often my inspiration and guide. A spontaneous question immediately arises: why did I choose to publicly share my thoughts, instead of writing to you privately? There are two valid reasons. The first reason is that writing with the knowledge that others will read gives a different motivation. We take a risk and those who know me know that I could never do it enough. There are thoughts that have been with me for some time, spurred on by a growing paternal instinct, and I decided to share them. Who knows, maybe the words I write will meet the sensitivity of others. The second reason, not as important as the first, is that you don't exist. Or at least, not yet. Moment of confusion, I know. I'm not the one supposed to say it, but I'm not crazy. Let me try to explain. You are absolutely real to me. The idea of ​​you and the hope that you will one day come into my life are enough for me, for now. They are enough for me to face the emptiness of the present, to wait for the moment when you fill my days with a meaning that cannot be explained. If, on the other hand, you should never arrive, I will not regret anything I feel and write. Regardless, I feel the need to express all the affection I would give you, so as not to leave it inside of me to be wither away. I leave it to others to judge if my desire is strong and sincere; perhaps there will be readers who will share my sentiment; maybe the universe will finally decide to plot to help me, and you and I will really meet, there, on the border between science and miracle. Even without a happy ending, I hope that everyone, myself included, will be able to enjoy the journey that begins today. Your never-dad In the picture: This is me, a few days after my birth. My story began like this. All stories have a beginning, including this story that doesn't exist, but is nevertheless very much alive, as real as was I in this photo.
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Pietro - Intended Parent
Location: Italy / Turin | Member since: January 23rd, 2022 [EDT]
I desire nothing more than a child.I hope to find a partner in the future, but so far I have had no luck.In my country it is impossible to adopt for a single man and as years go by, my desire to be a ... See Profile
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