Praying, Failing, Hoping, Trying, Praying again

It was August 24, *** the first time we ever tried.I was excited, not knowing of the difficult times we were about to face.I got pregnant! I was so excited! I was going to be a mother! I was 7.5 weeks going to hear the heart beat......Nothing! I was crushed! My husband didnt know what to do but try to comfort me.I cried for days.The one thing in my life that i wanted more than anything was just taken away from me.....We tried again and again.Later that year i was rushed to the hospital with very severe abdominal pain.I could hardly bare it.The Dr came back in and said you have some very large cyst on your overies.They are busting thats why you are in so much pain.They gave me one of the strongest drugs possible to help with the pain.They sent me home.Little did i know that the cyst were only the beginning.I continued to have pain.That July i was rushed yet again to the hospital.I was rushed into surgery.They had to cut the nerves to my overies and my uterus.My intestines had also attached to my pelvic wall.I was then told after my surgery you may never be able to have children.I cried for days.Got depressed.I prayed "God please just give me a baby!" Thats all i have wanted.I went to the Dr he put me on clomid.It was suppose to help me ovulate but it did not.:( So here i am with my last resort.Please Help me.