Yesterday on December 31, *** I heard those horrible words again....sorry, there's no heartbeat.My heart stopped again and the tears started flowing.I'd heard this after 5 months during my daughters scheduled fetal echo cardio gram, now it was after 2 months.In between I'd heard other less painful things like "it's a chemical pregnancy, it's not viable, it's in your Fallopian tube." How much can one person take? May *** be the year of a wonderful Surrogate who can help me realize my dream of motherhood.