We are, honestly, terrified of adoption because we're so scared that at the last minute they will decide to keep the baby. Having been pregnant, dreamed of those babies, and then had to let go of that dream four times, we are so afraid of losing another baby. Surrogacy seems like a safer option. We also would very much like to be around to see things like ultrasound pictures and maybe get to feel the baby kick. But we would respect whatever space and privacy a surrogate mother wanted.
We are overall very happy with our lives. We each found our perfect match. We love our two dogs, just recently moved out in the country where we always envisioned ourselves, and love our lives - But something is missing. We want a family so bad, and it's just not been working out for us. We have tried to have our own. HARD. But four miscarriages, LOTS of testing, and no answers later - we feel like this is the next step.
Hi I live in Sidney Iowa and was interested in talking to you about helping you.My personal email is Hope to talk to you soon